Sunday, February 28, 2010

我应该怎么做呢?

我应该忘记过去,从新开始新的恋情吗?
认识我的人都知道,我很少谈恋爱~因为我从来不相信爱情,不相信爱情会到永远。但是在我放下这个观念,相信的时候,却让事实证明了,我一路以来相信的东西是没错的~事实!爱情是没保证的。就算是结婚了,签个名一样可以离婚~何况现在只是短短的恋爱。难道就因为这样,我永远都不用交女朋友吗?可以教我怎样做吗?我十九岁了,不想再找所谓的“puppy love"我想要的得不到,没关系~没有人可以想要什么就有什么~我也不例外
老实说~
我从来没坦心过自己会找不到女朋友,担心的是找不到好的女朋友~
说到女朋友,每个人都想要找个美女~可能是长大了,思想开始变了觉得~样子对我来说不是不重要,但不是最重要~
谈恋爱到底是什么回事。。。。?对我来说重要吗。。。。?
昨天和几个朋友下坡,三男两女,感觉上就好像两对情女~我做“spot light"看见自己身边怎么会没女朋友陪着的?可是不知怎么了~竟然连羡慕的感觉也没有~难道一次的跌倒,我就不敢谈恋爱了吗?惨咯~真得不懂怎样才好~
一拍拖,就有烦恼出现,不是一次了~但不拍拖,又想有个人在背后支持我,关心我~有个人让我想念,让我爱~
有好有坏的!啊!烦死啦~
不懂啦~不想啦
睡觉啦~
哎呀,要来得就会来~不会来得,你做什么都没用~
今天是元宵节,也就是新年的最后一天,就这样过了我的新年~开心吗?还不错啦=)
下一年,我希望我有“你”陪我一起过新年~
“你”是谁?问天吧!我也不懂=)
晚安

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

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Thursday, February 4, 2010

4/02/2010

blogging time again...
recently so busy, really no free time to do other things...just care about my study..
Now in my mind dun wan to care and think anythings more, tired to care other things again..care myself more....just study...wanna earn money..but cant...bcs havent finish my study..money is important to everyone, without money u cant get many things u wan..so to get wat i love...the 1st things i need to do is earn $$$$....=)but money is just 2nd in my heart...my family is most important in ...without my family even i am a millionair also wont be happy...bcs no ppl share my happiness with me...after my test is Chinese New Year !!!! wakakka...i think i will have a lot of fun tat moment..
beside CNY also valentine day...but nth special for a single ppl..so nth to celebrate..xD....who wan to have a SINGLE PARTY??? hahahahah...wish every single ppl HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !!!

GUD NITE !!
BYE !!

Sunday, January 31, 2010

30/01/2010 Saturday

30/01/2010
今天又星期六了。
迟点要去party了。
昨晚很早就要回家,可是又不想这么早回,所以就驾着车去游车河。无聊的在路上走,一边驾着车,听着歌,想想东西感觉还不错=)
心情也会变轻松=)改天没事做,驾着车去蔸风也不错吧!!如果你像我这样车油多的话。。哈哈哈哈
其实也不是啦,有时一个人要想想东西,还是心情不好想静下时一个人去游车河是真的不错的xD
好啦,今天就写到这。。
再见啦=)

*有些事只可以靠自己,没人可以帮到你,如果连你自己都不争气,要做作践自己,那就只好怪你自己!!!

BYE !!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Just Do It !!!

♥ 女人跟着你,是要你疼的

女孩喜欢上了男人,对他很好,是很好的那种。她给他洗衣服,收拾房间,早晨买早点给他,小鸟依人的靠在男人身边。男人觉得有人这样无微不至的照顾是件很惬意的事情,于是他们顺理成章地在一起。男人习惯有女孩在身边的日子,可后来,女孩就离开了,是当男人在睡梦中的时候。

男人讲完之后一脸茫然的问我:“你说,我哪里做错了!我给她钱买化妆品,有人欺负她,我把那人揍了个半死,我这么爱她,她为什么就走了呢?”

我安静的听完,没办法给这个疑惑的男人一个满意的答案。我们从咖啡店走出来,过马路时男人瞅一个空挡便快步跑到对面向车流这边的我招手催我过去。我有些无奈的笑了。

我问男人是不是不愿意牵女孩的手。他说在家抱抱可以,在外面多不好意思啊。我说他过马路时一定比女孩快,他点头说你怎么知道?我说女孩在刷碗扫地的时候,他一定是悠闲的看着电视。男人摸着头说自己似乎明白了。我说,如果明白了就去挽回吧。

希望男人是真的明白了。

其实很多女人外表很坚强,内心却还是柔弱,需要男人呵护的。她不在乎你给了她多钱,却会永远记得你调皮的从路边花坛偷回的那朵放到她手中的月季花。你们过马路时候,在左边的你紧紧握住她的手,不论是什么年纪,都会让她觉得安全。

世界上女人很多,美丽的、温柔的、聪明的、可爱的……可无论什么类型的女人,期待幸福的心情都是一样的。所以她们等待着一个男人的出现,等着这个男人对她们好。

其实女人期待的对自己好,是件很简单的事情。

她只希望自己的男人不要因为忙碌而忘记她的生日。想听他在耳边轻声说句“快乐吧,我的宝贝。”这时玫瑰也可以省略。她只希望做家务累的时候,他轻轻抚摩自己的额头说声“宝贝,喝了牛奶再睡吧。”即使对于家务男人一窍不通。她只希望害怕或者孤单的时候,男人在身边搂着她的肩膀坚定的对她说“别怕,有我。”

是的,有的时候,爱意是在不经意间流露的。可能男人你自己没感觉,可是女人却字一句的记在了心底。她们会用更多的爱恋回报你。

尝试着在出门之前吻一下你的女人。常常温存的告诉她,你有多么的爱她。休息的时候抢过她手里要洗的衣物。天气好的时候带她到公园散步。睡觉前给她讲讲公司里,回家路上看到的有趣的事情。偶尔耐心倾听女人讲的事情,即使你对白菜5角或是4角一斤不感兴趣。在她穿了新裙子的时候,认真的看2分钟,然后诚心夸奖一下她。如果裙子大了,就说你又苗条了,如果裙子小了,就说如果大一点会更漂亮。逛街的时候可以拉着女人的手或者揽着她的肩膀,因为这样,她会觉得幸福。女人都希望在平凡中被呵护,被爱着。你温存的点点滴滴一定能让她闻到幸福的芳香。其实女人要的幸福很简单。你要耐心的对你的女人好,不需要如火山火热,也不需要如海浪汹涌,细水长流就足够让她幸福一辈子。

一个黄昏,我接到那个男人的电话。他很兴奋的告诉我,说女孩又回到了他身边。我问他是怎么做的,他说费了很大力气才约到女孩散步,还专挑路口走。过马路时候站在女孩左边,紧紧握住她的手。我笑了,说你现在明白了吧。男人嘿嘿的说:“明白了,明白了,她跟我,是需要我疼的。”

是啊,当上帝用亚当的肋骨造了一个夏娃时,就预示着男人该认真照顾身边那个是自己身上肋骨变的女子,好好爱她吧,否则你自己的胸口也是会疼痛的。

跟着你,是要你疼的!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

18 YEARS OLD......BYE!!!!

finally i am 19 years old...no more 18 years old...haizzZ...sad or happy?
i also dunno...become older and older...=( hahahaha...but lucky my 18th birthday also have some sweet memory=) 1st i wan to thanks susan..she is the 1st ppl wish me happy birthday...really thanks her..my watch just reach 12am..my hp rings, never think b4 is she will be the 1st 1 who wish me=)..and she also bought a present for me=) accuatly present is not so important for me..a wishes from u is enough for me to smile=)=) 2nd i also wanna thanks ching yee and carmen...bcs they really spend so much time for prepare my present..cant believe they will do so much things for me...thanks..3rd i also wanna thanks nicole , hui ting, and ee hon..although they didt celebrate birthday with me but they bought me a T-shirt for my birthday present...thanks..last i also wanna thanks my college fren...i really thought tis years birthday sure so boring..sure not happy..bcs she/he didt accompany ,didt beside me at my bday...but lucky at last my college fren got buy a cake and celebrate with me=) so i am not alone....i still my many fren treat me gud...25th january, b4 my birthday i really so sad and so moody and so confuse and so scare...lucky at last i didt dissapointed , although i didt 100% statifice with it...but at least my 18th birthday is happy......=.=Y


*thanks all my fren
*thanks a lot for ching yee=)
*take care susan..remember i tell u, dun let ppl worrie about u=)
Gud nite everyone